Rantings and Ravings

november last year I started making plans for this summer… I would make the surroundings around the house look better… I would drink beer while getting a tan.. I would chill down by the beach.. I would go for a drive with some friends and enjoy the beautiful landscapes of this country… I would get a new tattoo to show off while not wearing very much clothing.. the summer is upon us!

and here I sit.. what has changed so far: I deleted my myspace account.. I went outside for a cigarette.. it was too hot outside so I went back inside.. I have looked at the ugliest backyard of them all and… wondered… could I actually make a change there? it is a pile og rocks and boulders and it is absolutely covered with all sorts of grass variations! and some flowers that grow wild… could I alone make any difference whatsoever? I have no fucking idea.. I probably could… but… truth be told.. the summer is too damn hot for outdoors activities.. and when the sun isn´t out, it just does not seem right to do any of it… I psyche myself down by thinking… what will the neighbours think! “he must have lost his mind!” “why isn´t he waiting for the summer to start?” well… I did… and the summer has turned me into a blob of former human material unwanting to hold my own damn weight up with my legs.. I am sitting in a comfy chair and I am still complaining about my back being tired… I need to invent something that makes me able to lie down and still be able to surf the internet with a proper efficiency… WHATTA FUCK!

what have i become!? everything else but what I had planned for many months… damn the sun! you imaginary activities allurer! you make people think that now is the time do get stuff done! but then you melt them into the very definition of indolent slothful bigots!

not so sure about bigots… but I am leaving it there anyway..

Don Panda (not so much a fan of the sun anymore)

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